Something's wrong

Is it just me, or is this semester flying past really fast?
There are semesters I feel like I'm just being dragged along and I thought that was bad.
This semester, it's as though I'm standing outside the flow and watching it go by.
*sigh*

Nothing seems to be going particularly well for me. There's this sense of detachment from the world.

The only reason I do things is because I have to do them. No truth and no depth to it.

I feel so bogged down by a phantom burden. Can't be my old chirpy bubbly self.

It is as if my life is an act which I put up for myself and the people around me to watch. And it's been going on for so long that it's starting to resemble a very boring soap opera.

I need to find meaning to my life.
Need to find that phantom burden.
And I need to stop acting and try living instead.

4 weeks to the exams.
:(

+ Flisha spoke @ 3:50 pm

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