because 'lex my bro wants me to write

5 down, 3 to go.

Yes, I didn't have 8 assignments in my previous post, but the assignments surface sneakily and now, 3 more assignments before swot vac.

Gonna go.
This is such a lousy post I promise I'll write a better one soon.

Take care 'Lex.

+ Flisha spoke @ 9:34 am

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I am slowly going crazy......

I've got so much work I want to go to a corner, curl up and cry.

And there's nobody to whine to cos everybody is going through the exact same thing.

There's this pattern - every semester at around this time during the schoolwork over-load period I get stressed up and annoyed at everything.
Then I get depressed.
And then I just want to go home.

Like now.
I just want to go home.
Home is such a wonderful place where my parents, brother and sister are.

My sis is probably as stressed as I am preparing for Os.
My brother is having holidays!! I want to play with him.

And no after my litany of whines, I still have so much work to do.
Dynamics assignment
Fluids Assignment
Statistics
Design
Another Stats
Aerofoil lab...

I'm not sure if everybody understands that that is a LOT of work, but whether they realize that or not, fact is I still have a lot of work.

So now that I'm done with my litany of whining, I shall get back to work lest I really lose my mind.

:(
:(

+ Flisha spoke @ 8:17 pm

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Something's wrong

Is it just me, or is this semester flying past really fast?
There are semesters I feel like I'm just being dragged along and I thought that was bad.
This semester, it's as though I'm standing outside the flow and watching it go by.
*sigh*

Nothing seems to be going particularly well for me. There's this sense of detachment from the world.

The only reason I do things is because I have to do them. No truth and no depth to it.

I feel so bogged down by a phantom burden. Can't be my old chirpy bubbly self.

It is as if my life is an act which I put up for myself and the people around me to watch. And it's been going on for so long that it's starting to resemble a very boring soap opera.

I need to find meaning to my life.
Need to find that phantom burden.
And I need to stop acting and try living instead.

4 weeks to the exams.
:(

+ Flisha spoke @ 3:50 pm

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