Today's got to be the best day I've had with friends since I came back.
I admit that I haven't been THAT happy the past week.
'Cos I dunno why.

Had lunch with PJ, SX, Man'd and PZ.
It was a seriously thought provoking 4 hours we spent at Seoul Garden.
I reckon we all had fun.
But it was superficial.

Kept being reminded of the conversation Jason and I had - about everybody changing and things never being the same again.
7 days ago we had that conversation.
7 days ago I fiercely defended the fact that things might change but the emotions we get from being friends would never change.
Yesterday I still believed in what I did 7 days ago.
7 hours ago till now, I've been so afraid that I might not so sure anymore.

Anyhow I dropped by Risen Christ for evening mass.
Frist person I met when I stepped into church - Lester.
He gave me a big hug.
That was all that was needed to comfort me.
Next significant person - Greg.
Another friend *grinz*

I asked God if I'd ever find comfort in my friends in Singapore.

Greg later waited for my bus with me.
That kept my mind off 'friends' for a while...

The final one and a half hours of my being out of the house on Friday night made up for every depressing second I've lived through during the week.

At 9.15pm I received a message from Lester.
Asked me if I wanted to go out with him and Alison.
So 20mins later they picked me up.
AND WE WENT FOR PRATA!!!
Finally people who wanna eat prata with me!
(have been trying to find people all week)

So we went for prata.
Can't remember the last time I smiled so much.
I was happy.

Talk about being blind AND stupid - I found comfort in Lester and Greg even before I asked God if I'd find that in Singapore.
Then talk about God listening and answering prayers - He showed me again (Greg at the bus stop) and again (Lester and Alison), till I finally saw it.

It only takes a spark
To get a fire going
And soon all those around
Can warm up in it's glowing
That's how it is with God's love
Once you've experienced it
You spread his love to everyone
You want to pass it on

It's a good feeling to feel loved.
With divine help I shall make other people feel loved too......

+ Flisha spoke @ 6:13 pm

+-+-+-+-+