Like I Never Left

Following my reluctant packing entries, I arrived in Melb on Wednesday morning into the blistering 8am's 279 Kelvins, which, by the way, is a mere 6 degrees Celsius.

Dropped my bags off and went straight to Uni.
And ran errands (by myself),
And did groceries (by myself),
Then had dinner (not home cooked).

Note: By 'by myself', I don't mean to say that I did it alone because Diane wonderfully kept me company. I mean that nobody else was going to do any dirty work for me :(

Then after a few more days of running errands and going to church without my family (but that's not to say that I went alone), it suddenly became Monday.

Monday at 9am -
Design Lecture.
Same lecturer from last semester.
Same (wonderful) people sitting around me from last semester.
Similar conversations...
And yes, we received our first assignment and the first part of it is due in 10 days.

I'm surprised at how things were the way I remember them to be that it is as if we never had the break.

Or maybe it's just as well that the past month of time spent with the people I love the most, is kept in a box and stored in my heart...

Because I, for a fact, cannot live the emotions of the month while I'm here in Melb, and to try to live it would be to yearn in vain for something that can never be fulfilled unless I have my Mum, Dad, Brother, Sister, SX, Ber and PZ around me.

+ Flisha spoke @ 5:46 pm

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Still haven't gone packed.
I don't wanna go back to Melb.

I can just hear all my friends saying exasperately
'Felicia, do we have to go through this again?'

*sigh*
Yes......

+ Flisha spoke @ 11:35 am

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Once again I am supposed to be packing.

+ Flisha spoke @ 2:50 am

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Need to Grow Smarter

I always seem to be asking this question -
'How to do??!!'

During semester it's the heap of assignments.
During exams it's the past year papers and stuff.

Then there was that beginning of this break when I tried to sort out my life -
How?
How do you make decisions knowing that every decision you make changes your life for good?
How do you take one last look and walk away from something you have held on to for so long?

And as the break comes to an end (like now) I ask the same question again.
How?
How do you spend such a wonderful time at home and then pack up and leave to the land of the lonely?
How do you face up to what you have avoided for a month?

And when semester starts,
it's 'how to do assignments?'

All over again.

+ Flisha spoke @ 11:43 pm

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Boohoohoo

It's raining crazily heavily.
It rained crazily heavily yesterday and the day before too.
Why?
:(

Singapore is supposed to be warm, bright, sunny and NOT wet.

I'm so sad.

+ Flisha spoke @ 11:27 am

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Superpincers died

+ Flisha spoke @ 5:47 pm

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Math Language

Every successive semester I work exponentially harder and do linearly better.

But it's all worth it.
Whoohoo!!

+ Flisha spoke @ 12:42 am

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New people and experiences are always enjoyable

Had the numb-spicy-fire-pot for dinner today.

Or essentially, steamboat with soup with so much chilli it literally numbs the mouth.

Then we went to fish prawns (!?).
Well we kinda went fishing...
But we caught prawns...
So we went prawning (?).
Or did we just go fishing for prawns?

Anyway there are 2 new additions to my household - 2 prawns
1. Superpincers(Armless)
2. The Cute One, aka TCO (Smallfry)

(names in brackets from my dear friend Justin)

We refers to Justin - the one who gives the mean names to cute prawns (those in brackets), Nicole, the one who caught 100% of our prawns (100% = 2 prawns), and Hsienn Yi, whose innate stand up comedian qualities I admire particularly.

+ Flisha spoke @ 1:47 am

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Oh the irony

It was unbelievably ironic.

Fantastic 4 was sufficiently entertaining.
But I can't decide whether I like it or not.
It strikes a nerve that is WAAYYY to raw for my liking.

I hope you find it familiar when you catch the movie, if you haven't already done so.

+ Flisha spoke @ 5:25 pm

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Hobart hobart

Check it out - I've got a new link.
Cos Hobart's got a new blog.

Whoohoo...
One more person converted to the dark blogging side....

Okie I'm become incoherent...

+ Flisha spoke @ 11:51 pm

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The more I think about it, the more I think there's only one thing for me to do.
I just... can't do it.
Simply can't.

No energy, no confidence...

Seriously, what went wrong?

+ Flisha spoke @ 2:27 am

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Just a thought

There's something about just letting go and doing something you wouldn't never usually have done.

I figured I had nothing to lose.
Either I do it realize one more thing that I enjoy, or I know for sure that it's something I never want to do again.

I definitely enjoyed myself today, as with most things...
*grin*
Thanks for making it possible.

ps NEVER go to Orchard Road on a Saturday evening. The number of cars and people is PHENOMENAL.

+ Flisha spoke @ 3:05 am

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