will never see that tree again :(

I feel so sad.
They cut down the big tree on the intersection of swanston and Grattan streets.

WHY???
I'm not particularly a fan of trees, but I do feel a sense of loss whenever I walk past that intersection, which is like a few times a day.

*sighz*
Been taking the presence of that poor tree for granted.

Mental note:
Better not do that to my human friends, especially now that the exams are coming (c.f. my post for the previous exam period)

Every exam period changes.
I wonder what this one will bring.

(better finish assignments before thinking of exams)
On a happier note, I've just completed my control lab report.
shall go get rid of it once I finish posting this...

Then there's just one more assignment left and I can start the nightmare mugging.

Anybody going to study please drag me along with you - I'd be eternally grateful.

+ Flisha spoke @ 3:27 pm

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I look like shite

It's official:-
I am now a piece of shite.
Look it and feel it.

I guess that's what I get for not adequately knowing how to do my assignments and lab reports, as well as, as Nicholas says, I have a time management problem.

Heh.
I just think I procrastinate too much, which is admittedly a bad bad thing.

*sighz*
somehow need to make my face look that little bit better.
I know it's superficial, but looking like shit does have a detrimental effect to my moods.

Yes yes, Felicia's true vanity surfaces for the world to see.

I am vain.
Am so going to try not to look like shit to uni tomororw......

+ Flisha spoke @ 4:08 am

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'Sad' and 'engineering' always seem to come in the same line these days

Let's quote my fellow third year engineering friends:-

Sad friend 1:
He was browsing through ebay and found a sale of 144 condoms for $40.
He said and I quote -
'Like that can have sex about three times a week for a year and it will cost you only $40.
DAMN CHEAP LEH!!!'

Sad friend 2:
"We engineers are so sad. We study about 'stress', 'strain', 'failure'... Like that how to do well??"

Sad friend 3:
(Warning: this is beyond sad)

"I have no food in my fridge...
I have no money in my wallet...
All I have is... my books..."

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Yes yes, such is the sad life of us engineers.

+ Flisha spoke @ 11:54 pm

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:-(

Someone wise says I should list my assignments when I'm stressed and then start doing them.
Here goes:-

1. Design 2 Project
2. Fluids Assignment
3. Control Assignment
4. Mechanics of Rigid Bodies (assignment)
5. Stress Analysis (assignment)
6. Control Lab report
7. Heat Exchanger oral presentation

!!!!!!!
WAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!
Sob sob sob.

I reckon the wiser thing to do is to plan when to do what and stick to it... and somehow eventually get whatever was planned done even if it's not academically possible (read Felicia is dumb and can't do assignments).

I need a new brain.
Anybody willing to give me one?

+ Flisha spoke @ 8:37 pm

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:-)

I just found out something nice today:-

I am not truly happy until I share that joy with somebody who matters.
It somehow becomes more real with someone else feels the same way.

And I don't think I'm the only person who feels like that.

+ Flisha spoke @ 6:54 pm

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Felicia's birthday never ends (either)

It started on Thursday, went on throughout the weekend, still received prezzies and dinner on Monday, and on Wednesday the tulips and irises(?) from Tony blossomed prettily.

I feel so loved... as always on every birthday.

The human being's capacity to love is quite amazing.
Maybe that's God.

But in my short signtedness on occasions that really matter, I maintain that the act of wondering if some of it is just too good to be true, is justified.

And back to the point - there will always be people who love me.
Shouldn't take a birthday to remind me of it.
To only feel loved once in 365 days IS pretty damn sad.

So if I remember that everybody loves me everyday, my birthday is just not going to end
*grin grin grin*

Thank you for the love.

+ Flisha spoke @ 9:43 am

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Diane's birthday never ends...

I put up Diane's birthday pictures!
Ya can all go bug Diane and Noel for more pictures.
If you ask me, Diane's got the best ones of her making a great fool of herself...
Then again it was her birthday so nobody can say anything against her...

Key word is 'was'.
So yeah Diane it's not your birthday anymore :P
Hurry up and let us all see what we did to your toilet.

+ Flisha spoke @ 10:54 pm

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'So long and thanks for all the fish'

La la la la la la la la

Heeheehee
I just had to write that down.

Just watched The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy.
The bizzare characters were (I felt) so well almost perfectly perfect it fit snugly into the whole picture.

The next time I read the books it will be with whole new pictures of the weirdo characters in my mind.

So long and thanks for all the fish.
Lalalalalalalala (just cos I don't know the rest of the words)

+ Flisha spoke @ 10:08 pm

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Work woes

I can't believe it!
I actually did enough work to be satisfied with myself.
*grin grin grin*

In other words I've finished what I set out to do!

Quite a miracle...

Now I just still have A LOT more to do...

+ Flisha spoke @ 10:08 pm

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bluff

There's really nothing going on in my life at the moment you'd be particularly interested in.

Maybe just 'cos I've completely lost touch with myself.
Or maybe I'm just blocking out thoughts that really matter.
Kinda like I refuse to think.

I don't even know why I'm telling you this.

I want to just 'be'.

But it's just so difficult these days.
I think I know why.

I want to hold my head up high, even if that means having to lie to myself.

+ Flisha spoke @ 2:26 am

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